I'm this close to giving up on everything that's important to me. More specifically, my friends and him.

I just bring problems to them anyway, seems like everything is my fault. So if I am just going to give them problems, should I just stop being their friend? If I am going to bring him frustration, should I just break up with him and leave him alone? I'm tired of crying and crying non stop today.

It will be better if I just disappear completely from their lives.