And so it happens again.

One moment we are alright, the next we aren't. I'm destined to be in friendships like that, aren't I? It's just fucking retarded. You make one mistake, ONE mistake, and everything is jeopardized just like that. The best part is, you hear no explanation directly, you have to hear it from others. I thought that history won't repeat itself after how I suffered in secondary but no, it's the same. Just when you thought things were different, you are back to square 1.

I thought that being in a friendship meant that you have to be honest and direct with each other, but I guess not.

I had an extremely fucked up day. Cause of interwebs my mind was aching the whole day and I only managed to get it settled like 10 mins ago? I don't know how I behaved today, I'm sorry if I was a little out of control, but just cause of one incident I'm going to get judged like that? Just cause of one fucking incident you have to behave so cold.

Forget it, I'm destined to be a loner. This is damn stupid. I have to be more careful next time. Once bitten, twice shy, but I still have yet to learn my lesson, till now.