I've been reflecting a lot this few days.

What went wrong? How were we like in the past? How we were like before and how we will be like in the future. It feels painful being away from you, really it does, but I can't do anything about it.

A few weeks, I wonder when? I think I know when, knowing how you are and how you behave. It's going to be a long wait, it's going to be painful, but I will wait. Why? Because I want to talk to you again. I want to hang out with you again. I want to be silly with you again.

I want things to be like how it was before we got together.

I have so many things I want to tell you, I can't wait till you call me again. If you remember me. I don't think you will forget me. I'm scared, but I don't think you will. I will believe in you.

If you read this...

Good luck for your grading, don't get yourself injured, don't be too rough. And that Judo competition also, don't hurt yourself please. Don't stress yourself out too much at the studio project.You're smart, I'm sure you will get a good grade. Don't sleep too late.

When you talk to me again, my hair might be longer, I might be a little different. You might be too. Because we all will change.