With 2012 coming to an end and me having lots of free time and not wanting to sleep yet, I thought maybe I should do a reflection of sorts for the year.

2012 has definitely been one hell of a ride.

Start of year was calm, with me feeling really lonely because I lost touch with friends and stuff. Work was actually fucking shitty after the first half after some politics and I wanted to get out of th place I enjoyed working at so much so fucking bad.

When poly began at first, I was... cautious. I didn't know what to expect. Would it be secondary school all over again?

I really really enjoyed the first few weeks of poly, and I still do. My one regret is not being able to keep people close to me.

Ron, Wei Song, Joyce, you might not read this but thank you for everything so far.

We're so distant now for so many reasons it's not even funny. My emotions feel screwed with. Guess life will never let you have it easy huh?

Then there's the two idiots who were my first few friends in school, Kun Liang and Yong Shao. I miss hanging out with them :c

My school clique has always been super supportive and caring. Esuan, Dennis, An Chai, Jia Xing, Esther, Xun Xi and Christine, thank you.

Sean, Firdaus, Kawai, Wei Jun etc. We don't talk much but you guys are fucking awesome.

The debate club too, even though I didn't stick around much. Especially thanks to Marcus and Jun Wei! (: They should know why.

Being a professional gamer has always been my dream but, I know I can never be good enough. Girlaxy is as close as I get. I'm thankful that I got in, it's been such an experience and I will continue working hard as a member, even if I am not able to contribute much. I'm thankful for the people inside... Papa Check. Sheadon. My team Dawn, Janet, Jovia and Sherlyn. And of course, Shan, Stephanie and Fizzy who I'm not in th same team with but I absolutely love. I don't really talk to Yolanda much but she's nice and I hope to get to know her more, same for th HoN side.

And of course how can I forget Ner. Super awesome guy who I enjoy talkin with a lot.

The friends I met in League, some of the ones who understand me the best. Aloysious aka Quixolme who is th biggest bugger but an awesome one. Cliff Han, my dynamic partner who I have known for less then a month but has suddenly become one of my most important friend. Hammy who I came to know as an awesome guy too (: ZippyBoi (Shaun) who I have been talkin to a lot. GM.TeddyTibbers teh super troll Malaysian GM <3 There are many others but I can't mention them all >w<

I miss Synergy a lot too. Marez... Ben Ben... Sigh... My first League clan and th best one in my heart, forever.

Then there is the volunteer group who I got to know recently. Tommy, Dextor, Davin, Donovan, Timothy are frankly the ones I talk to more. But everyone is just so awesome and I enjoy gaming with all of them (:

Then there are those who have stuck with me till now. My awesome Mama Aruki, Bryan aka NANA and of course, Echo and Ray, 2 people who have helped me pull through my toughest times. Not forgetting Zepy crew and SOL guys.

And the people who have been supporting me since I got in Girlaxy... thank you. I might not be as popular as th rest but I definitely have some of the most awesome supporters :3 Especially people like Silica, Rlre, DrMcCrank, Oasis, etc... Thank you for everything.

Alright guys, emotional talk stops here! Let's have a great 2013 together too okae? :D