I'm a horrible friend.

If I have a problem with you, unless you ask me, I probably won't be able to talk to you about it and probably will just avoid it. If something awkward happens between us unless you find a way to mend it, I probably will start avoiding you.

When I talk, I don't really think much. I end up offending people, even the people closest to me. Sometimes... I even end up hurting friendships.

There are times where I actually will manipulate people. This doesn't happen much, only when I REALLY REALLY want something and it hasn't happened in a long time but... I still hate myself for doing it in the past.

I tend to forget to reply smses sometimes... When I game it's hard to even get me out of that "game mode".

I really feel like I don't deserves friends... at all.

The only things  I can offer you as a friend is my honesty and my ears. I will never lie to you and be another person that I am not am. Loud and crazy as I might be, I will be there for you when you need me, just give me a call and I will be there for you.

To my friends who read this, sorry you have to bear with my shit and I love you! <3 Talk to me more hehe! :D