This post might or might not make any sense but it means a lot to me.

Recently, I've been thinking a lot about myself. About the difference between the girl called Crystal and the girl called Vinny. I know know, Vinny is suppose to be just an alias but for some reason... it has become more then that.

Vinny was the nickname I chose when I started cosplaying. Before that, I had many other aliases. Jane, ArchNanoha, some really dumb ones. This is the one name that have stuck with me the longest. But it wasn't while I cosplayed that this name was important to me, it started being important to me when I started gaming. Why?

Maybe it's cause of the people who I've know while using this name, or the experiences I went through.

A lot of people know me as Vinny, before knowing me as Crystal. It's weird sometimes how close friends call me Vinny and I find myself wishing that they will call me Crystal instead.

I don't know, maybe my alias stands out so much that sometimes I'm scared that people will forget my real name...? Is it stupid to think that way?

BaboVinny to Glxy.Vinny. I actually contemplated changing my name to something else but I don't know why I just wanted to keep the name Vinny.

It's a part of me I can't do without yet sometimes 'Vinny' feels like a completely different person.

Crystal was a loser until Vinny took over, this is a fact. I've changed because of that... alias of mine as stupid as it sounds. Vinny should be a part of Crystal but somehow... it feels like it's the other way round.

Haha I wonder if anyone understands this psot :p