Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place,

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No, you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

These are the perfect lyrics to reflect how I feel right now.

Have you ever wondered why you are so easily replaced? Be it as a friend, a teammate or even a girlfriend/boyfriend.

Because I do, all the time.

If you've gone through half the shit I have been through, and still am experiencing now, you would know why I think like this. Of course, I can't go into detail but I guess anyone who knows me will know what I'm referring to.

It's the same thing every single time. That person or group makes you feel indispensable, makes you feel... safe, irreplaceable. Then, things change.

Things always change.

It still hurts as much as last time and I will never get used to it. Don't say you understand, because you will never really be able to once you've been through my life.

No, you don't know what it's like....