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Mid year reflections

It's been awhile since I updated this blog... Life has been tough, and there are no signs of it slowing down to let me relax for just a bit.

School is one thing. The projects... The exams... And then there's the issue of my procrastination. 18 years later I'm still the same old girl who is unwilling to do her homework and stuff. I just hope I can get pass this semester peacefully. It's been chaotic enough as it is already. And, well... there are just some things I cannot say on my blog.

I've been so stressed that I haven't found myself gaming as often as I used to. Laziness or too busy to? I'm not sure either frankly. I want to improve yet I'm procrastinating. It's somewhat like my studies I guess..?

Easy come easy go. Due to the events last year, that's how I see friends now. When something goes wrong with a friendship, I find myself afraid to do anything about it and just... backing away slowly.

Life is a mess right now, that's no lie. I really can't wait for the holidays to come so that I can finally get a proper rest... Sometimes I really feel like I might break down anytime.

But at the same time, as with any situation, there's a silver lining.

Firstly, this kids. Ever since I met you guys in March this year, you guys have been a wonder to my life. Some of you have been there for me at my most emotional times, giving advise and what not. Of course, some of the kids from NYPWuShu are missing in here. Like the pui pui Jia Yi. And of course, William who has been a great encouragement to me. Regardless of who you are, whether you call me Da Sao, Mummy or PonyTail, thanks for everything. I am so glad you guys came into my life and I hope you guys are here to stay. ♥

My dear boy. Mr. Martin Tay Jia Jun. We've been together for 6 months now. And every day you drive me crazy, be it with your cute looks, intolerable child-like behavior or your weird antics.

Sure, the relationship hasn't been smooth sailing and I'm sorry to have created so much trouble and heartache for you at times. I never meant to hurt you at all but sometimes... anger just gets the better of me. You know me best, and I think you should know that.

Every word you say, every promise you make, it's all etched into my heart. Please keep them. Especially the one about marrying you. I can't take another heartbreak and I've never loved anyone as deeply as I love you.

We've been through a lot, no doubt. Things like "You guys are the cutest couple I know" etc. actually causes me stress sometimes because really... only you and I know how much we've been through.

Thanks for the tears, the angers, the smiles and most importantly the warmth you've gave me. I really hope your prediction is right and we will last forever, even after death.

OK~ Enough "mature" talk! Time to return to the child-like me~! Vinny hwaiting~ Crystal hwaiting~ The world can try to bring me down and I may fall, but I will get back up!

Thanks for reading, if anyone does at all :P !

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