It's rare that the both of us have talks like this. Instead of the usually silly talks about the future, we talked about how things will be like when he starts attachment and when he goes to NS.

Obstacles; the future is full of them. But we have gone through so many together within a short period of 6 months already, surely we can survive everything else?

Well, I hope so.

The future is a scary place. Like I said, even now, just not meeting you for 4 days and I start getting super upset, I can't imagine how it will be like when you go to NS. And of course, a lot of people say that NS is usually the time most couples break up, can we get through it?

I'm a spoiled brat, no denying that. I've been pampered my whole life, even when I go through hardships. So being together with you who has always been independent is a big change for me. You want me to be independent when I don't want to. I just want you to stay by my side and... well... pamper me.

But I guess I'm becoming more and more independent while being with you.

So many hurdles in the future, so many threats that will either make or break our relationship, can we get through it all?

Once again I place all my trust you, I believe we can.